Monday, June 30, 2008


My sons luvs to play with cats but we don't actually encourage him to touch..dats y in this pic he was about to be snatched and scratched by the cat. apparently this cat..hmm...sapa namanya ah...eh, forget eh..anyways...he is a house cat so...lots of cats roaming about in my inlaw's house in p'jong.

i let my son kacau the cat..biar ia merasa...let him explore by himself..then he will know how it feels to be in pain...hehe...jahat ah babunya ani...but..biar tia..watever u might think..its all up to the mind.hehe...banar kan?...

well anyway, he DID got caught tangled by the cat though..baik jua kabal..he didn't even cry..he jus pointed at where his injury was..and asked us to treat.

Saturday, June 28, 2008

Hapi Busday - Rawiy & Rafiy


Hapi Busday to UUUUU.....u live in the zoo...all the monkeys like u...hapi busday to uuuuu....awuuuuu......heheh..jangan mare yerrr...;P

ada orang bdayyyyy....hehe

today seemed ok..so-so..buleh laaah...hmmm...buing eh...
lagipun my boss is already in the office...nyehhh...was hoping for a bit of relaxation.

well, talk about my day, started off by going to the MAIN hospital for my apptment on radiology. Alhamdulilah, everything turns ok so far, all is well apart from some isolated thundershowers..ehhhh..apakan...ani ramalan cuaca ni..hahahhaa...
anywaaaayyysss....it was ooookkaaaayy....nothing alien found inside me..lol

finished by 8.45am and on the way to office, there was a jam near the edinburgh, gues wat....trafic lights was not working!!!...damn @$%^%&*#...atuuuuu...antam saja kereta2 atu...wat im afraid is to be involved in an accident since the cars all went havoc witout the traffic lights on..iatah...arrrgghhhhh...mari malas

saw there goes one boring story hahahaa...
hmmmm---------------------------------------------------
someting amiss...i just knew it.. i felt something missing. not the usual day..hmmmm

tonight will be busy...busy....baik jua udah ada birthday present.
oh yea...tonight ada birthday celebration for rawiy and rafiy..

ehem..ehem...ok to my 2 nephews - rawiy and rafiy
Ngangah sekeluarga doakan kamu berdua sihat walafiat dengan seisi keluarga and be good to ur parents, jangan gauk2..dangar cakap babu kamu...bah..krg malam tani jumpa ah....xoxo

ok then...i need to go hom now i guess.. cos there isn't anyting left for me here..hmmmmm...isshhhh...
ciao

Live Your Life...

Just want to share with y'all...this tips i've got. Its touching and its true..


40 TIPS FOR A POWERFUL LIFE

1.) Take a 10-30 minute walk every day. And while you walk, smile. It is the ultimate anti-depressant.

2.) Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day. Buy a lock if you have to.

3.) Tape your late night shows and get more sleep.

4.) When you wake up in the morning complete the following statement, 'My goal is to……….. today.'

5.) Live with the 3 E's -- Energy, Enthusiasm, and Empathy.

6.) Play more games and read more books than you did last year.

7..) Always pray and make time to exercise.

8.) Spend more time with people over the age of seventy and under the age of six.

9.) Dream more while you are awake.

10.) Eat more foods that grow on trees and plants.

11.) Drink green tea and plenty of water. Eat berries, salmon, broccoli, almonds & walnuts.

12.) Try to make at least three people smile each day.

13.) Clear your clutter from your house, your car, your desk, and let new and flowing energy into your life.

14.) Don't waste your precious energy on gossip, energy vampires, issues of the past, negative thoughts or things you cannot control. Instead, invest your energy in the positive present moment.

15.) Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn.
Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away (like algebra) .......but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.

16.) Eat breakfast like a king, lunch like a prince and dinner like a schoolboy.

17.) Smile and laugh more. It will keep the energy vampires away.

18.) Life isn't fair, but it's still good.

19.) Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.

20.) Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.

21.) You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.

22.) Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present.

23.) Don't compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.

24.) Ladies - Go on and burn those "special" scented candles, use the "good" china, and wear your fancy lingerie now.
Stop waiting for a special occasion. Every day is special.

25.) No one is in charge of your happiness except you.

26.) Frame every so-called disaster with these words: 'In five years, will this matter?'

27.) Forgive everyone for everything.

28.) What other people think of you is none of your business.

29.) Time heals almost everything. Give time, time!

30.) However good or bad a situation is, it will change.

31.) Your job won't take care of you when you are sick but your friends will. Stay in touch with them.

32.) Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.

33.) Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need. God provides! Remember?

34.) The best is yet to come.

35.) No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.

36.) Do the right thing... right, first time.

37.) Call your family often.

38.) Each night before you go to bed complete the following statements:
"I am thankful for…"
"Today I accomplished…"

39.) Remember that you are too blessed to be stressed.

40.) Enjoy the ride.
Remember that this is not Disney World and you certainly don't want a fast-pass.
You only have one ride through life so make the most of it.

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

Jangsak Kebab..che~~~ :P


waaah...thats the kebab i've mentioned... marinated it ...cucuk-ed it...and viola...there goes the jangsak kebab being grilled..by our chef for that day, mijul, ali, n g aming..nyaaamaaan....nicely done..

BBQ pics 22.06.08 Hutan Simpan Berakas (Ngalih X AAHHHH)





Monday, June 23, 2008

A Long Week Holiday ......N..Now Im Back~~.




Just came back after a 5 day break from work. Days filled with activities and jam packed duty as a suppermummy..hehe..che~~

Well, basically my holiday was filled with the kids.


15.06.08Sunday - Sunday...sunday...the start of my holi..holi..holiday...hmmm...oh yes...we had a morning run for my daughters school..petukaran nama SMS bleeaargghhh... but it was really fun..atleast i burned out.. (hehe)...by 10am..off to my mum's place to teach some chinese kids (dats wat i do every sundays

after tghri..went off for an audition for NewsCaster and presenter at RTB open day...wooohhh...saw a lot of familiar faces..


by 4pm me and my families off for horse riding - all of my nephews and nieces were there at the Saddle Club, Berakas Kem but only Izwan and his parents was not there. (dats ok, izwan..nanti aja ah ;] Went there around 4.30pm..we rode Debra and Trinita..they were awesome..and well-behaved.

Well, gotta tell u this, my sis was scared to death to even go close enuff to even touch..she admitted she had jeepers all over her (can see thru her skin, haha)...so i don't force her to go for a ride..lain plang krg jadi nya..hehee...siaaaan.
apart from that..the weather was excellente..we bought foods and drinks and santai2 near the stable area. and at the same time, there were a family who was having their bbq by the stable area...coool or wat?..they salai kambing ani waaah..


16.06.08Monday - we went to Muzium at Kota Batu...was fun for all of us..got the chance to see the latest update at the muzium..new features, and all the kids go...OOHHH>.. AAAHHHH.. WAAAAHHH....such a good feeling to see the kids having their gud time...aaahhh...i felt...apa nya orang..satisfied lah...alhmdulilah...atleast i made their holiday's worth.

17.06.08Tuesday - We went for a jog / riadah at Tasek Lama...went there at 4.30 and back at 6pm...all was tired..malamnya..jalan2 bawa anak2 shopping..

18.06.08Wednesday - I went to clinic for my blood taken. and after that, by afternoon bring them shopping..and cruising..saja2...not quite remember...oh yea... we bought some dvds to watch at home..
we bought Superhero Movies (stupid jokes!), bought Chronicles of Spiderwick (hmmm...not baaaadd...gave it a 6/10)..oh..we bought. 'Wat Happens in Las Vegas' but havn't got the time to watch, really...hmmmm...perhaps this week lah..

19.06.08Thursday - frens coming over to house..for a discussion on things to bring for the Sunday BBQ..a reunion thingy for Hj Bahrain, my hubby's fren who is having his summer break from uni in US (Mindef sponsored)...lucky him..

20.06.08Friday - Morning, i had to do substitute my cuzzin for a malay class so i had to wake up early...nnyeehhhh...but i get paid though..hehe

21.06.08 Saturday - buzzy shopping...for Sunday's BBQ..while we were off heading the out from GIANT dari shopping, there was this gush of strong winds..heading towards us...and im pretty sure..all the dust and sands was like attacking us... (how lame!..haha) but.. banar...kuat ani waaah... tarus kami laju2 masuk ke kereta..tungkal..even the kids tungkal...luckily we decide not to bring my youngest son along..hmmm

on the way home, i felt the car was moving and barely lifting...im being dramatic, ain't i?...well...wat can i do.....wan can i do.....queng queng queng...

22.06.08 Sunday - The day...we went early by 7am woke up.. set up watever that;s left..susu anak2..we even have time to menyucuk kebab into the sticks (you should see our sish kebab we locally made...awesome...) ngalih kali aaah.semalaman memaram and do all the cuttings ..cutting into cubes the kambing...and all)

so, we went there and bbq-ed..not many at first..but by lunch time..biasa lah..beduyun2 tia datang...dgn anak2 masing2..hehe.
i guess it was really satisfying for the kids..but unfortunately, we didn't manage to organise games for the kids. they jus mingled...main2...swimming...
and biasa lah the laydehs..chit chat...sibuk panyap itu ini..preparing this and that..and the guys all spreaded out.. (hehe)..ada yg menyalai..ada yg passive atu..duduk...nunggu masak..hahaha...atu yg mahal tuuuu...
but...overall...it was quite a day..satisfying for all....i ate two stick of kebab saja...and oh yessss....i ate a lot of fish..fish..yellow fin fish...yummmy...so fleshy...pari saja kami inda sampat menyalai....abis tia arang..queng..queng..queng....

well...my fingers r getting tired..thats all peeps...for now...
hmmmm....
Thnks guys for making it a success, shout out to these couples who were there :
Mijul/Noi & kids, G Aming/Ayang & kids, Frankie, Bahrain & daughter, Amir/Mas & kids,G Bahrain/Jirah & kids, Ihsan/Rafidah & kids, Chamong & Fren, Ak Indra/Bibi & Andika (ur son is so cute), Sulaiman/Liza & Danish, Ali Mustapha..sorry if ada nama missing..

btw... Alim, bro....i hope ur undrstand napa kaka was not around on Sunday for ur majlis doa selamat.. ;| but i hope it was meriah...plus all my cuzzin's yg bebasaran alah aku ah..hahahaa....lol...

k...till next post..

I am Yet to See this Movie....wawawaaa...


I saw the clips at the Mall the other day...and it was so hilarious...really...i need a boost of laugh these days....HINT..HINT

Saturday, June 14, 2008

This post is to our cousin, Alim @ Wardrobes who is having his operation done today..

" All of us is praying for your fast recovery and banyakkan beristigfar and betawakal..you will be alrite, and take care of your health and your self.. All the best with your future undertakings and keep up the effort to liven up WDRB!.."

A whole lot of Reminiscing....: )

It was a night!..a night which was suppose to be a night where me and my hubby have our reflexology done which is a weekly thingy for now, turned out to be a night full of stories, reminiscing and colours (if u know wat i mean)..hehe..

Its been a while now i didn't meet up with my cousins, aunts and aunties..and that night we actually met up because Alim @ Wardrobe is having an operation today. so we had a little gathering, makan-makan and doa selamat - its good to have everyone's blessing, u know...;)

as i said to you, the night was full of laughters.
Hmmm... hehhe You know wat, i guess i will ddcate this post to u, ten-ten..hahaha...

Ten ~~ kambing,...cramps and a whole lot of BINGKA...wawaawaawaa...
but hey,,..for the good old time sake..we had a good laugh, didn't we?

aii....terseliur plang ku kan bingka...bingka...bingka...LOL..

Thursday, June 12, 2008

"Be Careful Means..I Love You"

Thats what my daughters were singing yesterday afternoon..that makes me proud to hear..che~...it shows that they have a caring heart..sapa jua tu..heehee..LOL..It is actually a song from 'Barney'- the DVD that they would not get bored watching..hahahaha...

They were jumping on their bed while singing that tune...so i hummed along..and it DOES make sense..it goes back to my old times..when my babu use to say 'hati-hati...or baik-baik..hmmmm...reminds me..of...well..it all means they love you..because they love you tah that they want us to be berhati-hati...make sense now, right?...hmmm..

and i use to say to my kids..everytime they go to school or go out somewhere..there is alwez that word..'hati-hati..'

To my daughters...when babu said that ..it means I LOVE YOU...and to those of you yang pernah kana bagi tau to be careful...it has another meaning..which is I LOVE YOU....aaawwwwhhhhhh...sooooooo touching laaaaaaaa..huhuuhuhuh...

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

Quotes...Unquotes

I recently read that love is entirely a matter of Chemistry.That must be why my wife treats me like toxic waste.David Bissonette


When a man steals your wife, there is no better revenge than to let him keep her.
Sacha Guitry

After marriage, husband and wife become two sides of a coin; they just can't face each other, but still they stay together.
Hemant Joshi

By all means marry. If you get a good wife, you'll be happy. If you get a bad one, you'll become a philosopher.
Socrates


Woman inspires us to great things, and prevents us from achieving them.
Dumas


The great question... which I have not been able to answer... is, 'What does a woman want?
Sigmund Freud

Back to Old Times??...hmmm

This sunday, RTB is holding a walk-in interview for DJ and NewsCaster...hmmm...i get so itchy when i know i can almost be there to be a part of the team again..but then again, i don know...i might not get it.. i might be getting it. It all depends.

I have talked with my hubby about this and he, being the supportive type...jus say 'baik tah datang pagi..' Che~....CAM BANAR..thnking of SUNDAY..arrgghh..i have a teaching session morning nya atu..so i guess i have to come after lunch break then.

wat to do......wat to do.....(DJ Izan's tagline..kehkehkeh..)

So..im here, at my desk..with so many paperworks to attend to but i will manage.
My boss will not be back, not until 14th..heheh...so i have ample time to sort out my files and any other matters. che~..

Ntah ah...feel like eating jua...hmmm...kan ikut kan nafsu ani..kan makan..kan ikutkan diet ani...hmmm...naaaaahhh... i gues just keep the thought.

p/s : Yan, bah....hehehe...jaaadiiii....hahahhaa...kau alum belanja...nda sah..kemarin si bal blanja...buuuyyyuukk..
tumpi eh...hahahahhaa


k lah..ciao..adios....kapish...vavavoom...

Tuesday, June 10, 2008



luv to do it again...sand castle...here i come!..

Hmmm..

Life Is Like A Box of Chocolate - You Might Never Know Whats Inside It..Until You Eat It

I always say to myself..its true..unless you have walk the miles..than you will know..I love to share my thoughts with you..i wish i could in the simplest way..but i can't..cos its just complicated..muaawawawaaa...

Untold Truth...

Why do i get this feeling?...why am i feeling all trapped inside sometyms..
Its jus bottling inside of me...again and again...
to let it out...jus adds pain and injury to those around me
to keep it..is to eat myself..over and over again

Aaahh....sometimes we know the answer to what we are thinking..but we just ignore the fact that we know...apakan???...
aaahh..sodahlaaa...
anyways, u won't undrstand what im grumbling about..and i hope u don't..hahahaa

Talking about lastnyt..we had fun at my bro's place di Menglait..
Its His birthday..HAPPY BUSDAY, BRO!..heehee...p/s: Baik jua akhir atu ada kek Manchaster...kalau indaaa..heehee...marung kaliiii..heehee..lol..

btw, we went akhir cos we stopped by to buy some donuts, fruits and a gift for abang tuha ku atu..hehee... (jangan mayah)...but i luv him though..he has a soft spot in him that i will alwez respect..he cares so much about me..uhuk...uhuk...i feel like crying here..wait...wait jus yet...jangan nangis dulu..alum abis oi...
hehhe..

well...all was there lastnyt.but jus my abang sorang and my sis, yani was not around..i don know where they were..but they must have their reason for not coming..:P...

went back home around 10pm..was raining though but..there is sumthing deep inside me that alwez felt satisfied and calm whenever its a rainy day...
one thing..it helps me to ..hmmm...doze off..hhahahhaa...

till then...

Monday, June 9, 2008

Sum More Pics...



tin-tin...munching her ayam away..heehee

Random Pics ..hehehe





kamu2...here are some pics for u..this one yang kaka upload from ka hjh.
Today seem so queit....why??.....hmm...i don know...though im surrounded with the ones that love me...but..still.. i feel isolated...really down..i dont know how to say..

what am i talking about here?..hehe..

forget about it.its just my inner voice talking to me again....and again...


im at my workplace now...but really feel like dozing off....really...zzz...need a nap..zzz..

At Peace....



Hmm....Always luv the sight of beach...waves, ombak kah..apa saja jenis species yang reminds me of beaches...
When i see pics like these..it makes me tenang, watever i felt at that moment, will help ease by jus looking at blue sea, clouds, winds blowing on my face...and aaaaahhhhh...jus felt...good.and joy at the same time..

in fact, yesterday was thinking of going to Muara Beach or Serasa to just take some fresh air and cruising..but instead i opt for jogging with my daughters at Tasek.

we went there around 5pm, but before that we went out to pick some kain from YMRM to get my free kain..heeehee...got myself a yellowish pinkish chiffon..not expensive but...the colours are soft and then we stopped by at bg isham/ka hjh's house to ambil supply air..heehee....(jgn mayah ah)

by 6pm we went hom,..feeling exhausted...but worth it. Yeah...i guess dats it..
maybe the next tym, we will be heading for Muara perhaps, or Hutan Simpan Berakas.

Happy...like a Hippo..Hmm

This post is dedicated especially to someone....
Happy 20th Anniversary to you...hope u hav an enjoyable night tonight eating out...

Watever it is...smuga berkekalan hingga ke akhir hayat..Amin

Sharing Is Caring..HMMMMM....ia kan?

I believe in these phrase..'Sharing is Caring'...BUT...there is a but.. of course..
there is one thing that people, of all ages hate to share...hahahaaa....
their love ones ofcourse..hmmmmmmm..

Well, i remember these words masa my cousin's wedding and my engah told her daughters and nieces.'bah, jangan cmatu, nda kan 'sharing is caring'...and i heard small voices protesting..'inda jua kali ah...and the other daughter blurt out and said 'sharing is boring'...hahaahha...
that questions is playing in my mind eversince..those kids...damit2 dah pandai play with their emotions..

wat im trying to let out is..'sharing is caring'...but there is a limit to it..
so, fellas..not ALL sharing is good..hehehhee

For Fun..



Its a good feeling inside me when i know the small hearts are having their own gud tyms....i felt gud inside....u mus know wat i mean..kan??.
hehe...
so....for startes.. wanna feel happy this morning. Nothing in particular.
I will update as soon as my mood is lifting me higher again..che!..:)

Saturday, June 7, 2008

My Small Hearts...

What Would You Do....IF?...

Here's a question...'What would u do if you have 40 Million kaching...' this is the question that is being asked by DJ Izan on Pilihan..as i was listening to her show on my way to work..

i don know..but im growing to luv her shows..not that im jelous..(adalah sikit...wish i could be in her seat again..hmm)...
well....for me...if i have 4o Million in hand.. i would first of all...spend it for myself..and my family...esp. my kids...
and would also keep for rainy days (thats a must!) and probably would give to those poor families, and those in need..

and yes, DEFINITELY...there will be lots and lots of shoes and kains involved..muahahahaaaa...heehee...macam banar ah...
kalau...KALAU TUUU.

Just wanna share about lastnite..i had a reflexology done at my bro's place di Menglait. Was painful...(mana inda ah) my hubby and i did the first session. and it made us think that we should be having this reflexology thingy for like...2x a month..that will ought to do it..and the ustaz said i should watch out my diet..
wat to do.......wat to do.......

Friday, June 6, 2008

Jalan-Jalan... Cari..Hmmmm

Started my chores waking up the kids...hmmm...typical friday. Cleaning, clearing, bla, bla, bla...
and oh, yea....another promise i settled with the kids lastnyt.. to bring them to buy their friends' present for saturday...rrrriigggghht..hmmm...

One thing about gifts...kids nowadays wat they say...'nda alang2' buy presents for their friends. im not objecting in any way...but its just that..well....hmm..not that im complaining..but hehe..

well, another thing that is in my list today is to upgrade my hp service to 3G..and finally i did.
moi and my kids went to Giant. the purpose i chose the location is because there are children's playground overthere.so i can keep myself busy with doing my stuff while the kids with their 'business'...heheee...bijaaaaak..cmatuuuu laaaaahhh...lol...

we bought the presents there as well at one of the shops. The kids had fun playing and choosing the presents for their friends. so much of that!.. at least i make small hearts happy...it matters u know!..hehe

Then, we jus browse around, do some window shopping and 'targeting' - things that on my wishlist and on theirs. I made a pact with my kids.. that until the school holiday begins, then they will have what they want. hmmm.. cool or wat...HEHE..not!

Back from kadai, we went home and ready to be heading to pjong - at my inlaws. Its been a while now we didn't balik kampung..

At the point in time, im wit my son, who is tugging at my pants wanting to be hold.. he is manja to me...well...wat can i say

Well, i guess i need to bring him to sleep first. He needs his afternoon nap, u know...kids can be horrible when they don't have enuff sleep..

will be here till night, i think...so i wil jus make the best of the afternoon here.. my other two daughters are now ...'jalan-jalan with their grandfather a.k.a my dad in law.

hmm... im getting tired myself.. i thnk i need a nap too with my son..zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Thursday, June 5, 2008

Ouch!!.. ><

I could not believe i was talking to my mate about pregnancies, post natal and antenatal...hahaha...
im long gone on that issue...fuuuhhh..haha..well..it is still kind of interesting. Missing the whole experience though.

Being preggie..does felt good (for those who havn't experienced it, brace yourself..you will soon be at that Department, lol)..

Well...i still remember all those patches that were asked to used on my forehead...eeewwww....disgusting ...but to think of it in the long run, it sure does matters and look at me now..hahaha...im still ehem..ehem...OOOKKKAAAYYy...as in in good shape..

so, listen to our elderly when they say 'jangan cmatu...buat ani....jangan ani, biar tia cmani...cmatu...cmani...'hmmm...well...
no matter wat they are fussing about..its for a good cause and for our own health and beauty...

cos WOMAN....we do grow 'mature' faster than men does..and its not fair!...i shall say..hehe

well...dats jus wat my thought says about the issue so far...

To you Yan,.... enjoy married life...as you probably wish for the two of you to work out...i will jus be tumpang happy for both of u ..uhuk...uhuk...

oh btw, tadi karan tutup in the office..and at the mo., the aircondition is losing on us again...AGAIN!!!!...aaaarrrrrhhhhhhhhh....

when is this all going to end..
HMMMM...

La...Di da di daaaa....

...today not so busy at work. Just had a morning break with my mate in the office. We had 'tumpi' hehe.. one of our fav. dish at the canteen here. haahaa... so much of that, now i feel hungry AGAIN!...*lol*

oh shoot.. i nearly forgot. i have to pick up the kids hehee....from school...well..dats part of my duty...exchange duties for now.

Well, i gtg now...gotta hurry..c ya later.. ciao!.

ola!

First Timer..

Assalamualaikum....hmmm...what should i tell the world?...
Oh yea..this is my first ranting, u should say.. this may be my place...or my haven to let things out of this head of mind..

You will soon realise that what im about to blog here are deep thoughts of mine...which no one has ever .. EVER known before....about me....or maybe ada lah..

But...don't judge jus yet...
Enjoy the ride...and u soon to like me..

Here is MY THOUGHT....Here is MY VOICE....Here is MY MIND.....making its way to ur head...